Yelling.

omg I LOST IT TODAY MOM IS really sick to where she is really declining when she tries all day to climb out of her bed she is bed ridden im always here alone and get so up set i could not stop yelling saying mean tings now 3 m and im rying thining what guilt gonna have if she passes whatis wrong with me I cannot do nothing but feel numb as if this is the starrting of really losing her and i was yelling at moment hatte myself