I just realized that my wife will not be coming home. I probably knew it but put it in the back of my mind.Her condition is that bad.Forget about her age, she was a kind, loving, and giving person. She was so good.
I bet that hit you like a ton of bricks. Your mind let you realize it when you were ready enough. I'm sad this is happening for you, and for so many people in that spot - I know how much it hurts to see the best years of life coming to a close. Hugs, and you have my prayers for consolation for you!