My dad has dementia and lived with my mother. Mother has a very short fuse, no patience or tolerance. She was downright mean to my dad and refused to learn anything about his illness or proper ways to take care of him. She refuses any home health, etc. She has been telling me for months that she can't take it any more. She told me basically to get him out of her house and she never wants to see him again. I made arrangements to move him to a nice ALF memory care near home. Mom refused to help select the place, fill the paperwork or to participate the day he was taken there. I am an only child and I did all of this on my own. He was moved almost 2 weeks ago. Now mom cries every day from the guilt. I don't know what to say. I truly don't think she tried to take care of him and I think her meanness crossed the line toward abuse. However, I also know we all have our limits and she's 75 herself. Mostly here to vent but appreciate any and all input! PS - I've been telling her for at least a year to please be nice to him, otherwise someday she would regret her behavior. Now she does.
I greatly admire Upstream's intention of being kind and comforting to her mother. Just because Mother was cruel, and was wrong, does not mean that Daughter has to act that way.
But let's tell it like it is. This wife's behavior toward her husband was cruel. If she now feels guilty, so be it. Unearned guilt is harmful, but I think this woman earned the guilt she is feeling. But she is Upstream's mother, and she will continue to receive love from her daughter. That is as it should be.
I'm thinking your mom has a major problem, possibly with narcissism. Not much you can do for that, except protect people from her. Mthr was helped some by anti depressants and I saw improvemet in a week. Of course, she would not admit there was anything wrong while she was in her better mind, so I was not able to get her on anti depressants until she was in memory care when it was too late.
I believe you did exactly what was the right thing with your dad - you protected him from her venom. I think you are right that she might have crossed the line to abuse, but you have stopped it. I know an old couple, and both needed nursing home care. The dad refused to be in the same home with his wife as he said he deserved a break. You've given your dad that break - Kudos!
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It's also not just the physical exertion, but, mental stress of the behavior, which can be constant and exasperating. I'd be thankful that your mom recognized that she was not able to provide this care and let him be placed somewhere that he could get proper care. I'd try to comfort her and the both of you provide support to your dad in the way of cards, visits, phone calls, etc. He will still need care, even, though in AL.
And yet as adult children we seem to think we can/should magically protect our parents from the consequences of their own decisions. Upstream, your mother decided that she need not bother to try to understand your father's disease and his needs. She decided that she didn't want him in her home any longer. And now she feels terrible. Why shouldn't she? Isn't that the natural outcome of decisions she made?
I wouldn't rub it in. I wouldn't say, "I told you so," or "this is all your fault." Continue to be kind and loving toward her. But don't take on responsibility for her behavior. You did the right thing. You have nothing to feel guilty about. Perhaps the same cannot be said of your mother.
When it comes to a spouse having dementia, it is so very difficult to see the love of your life lose their ability to remember things or to think correctly. You feel like you need to keep correcting them and when that doesn't work, patience does wear thin. Not everyone is cut out to be a full-time caregiver and there is nothing wrong with that.
You need to remember that your Mom is physically and emotionally overwhelming to a point of crashing and burning. This isn't the retirement plan that your parents had dreamed about. She is scared of losing him, too.
I am not surprised that your Mom had you do all the leg work and paper work to have Dad move to a higher level of care. That way, she can honestly say to her neighbors/friends that "she" didn't put him there... [sigh].
I believe we all go through some type of guilt when a love one needs to move out. But we need to remember we are doing this for their own best interest. Dad is now among people who are familiar with his health issues, and know exactly how to handle him if there is a situation.
My own Dad went from Independent Living right after my Mom had passed, and later into Assisted Living/Memory Care. He was happy as a clam living there. His 3 favorite times of the day were breakfast, lunch, and dinner :)