Just been dealing with a lot been living in my car for a while know been getting very very verbally abusive by my dad it's like getting bad I have no where to go but my car. Everything is my fault he can't stand me well the freebies are gone all he does is yell the screaming its like he's gone off mental I think something is wrong is with him. He says I'm rude to mom no she is rude to me demanding obsessed with certain things then I get yelled at its a daily thing know. It's like he's getting worse I hope he has a heart attack or something I cannot live this way any more he's like all ways wants me to leave so I did. I did leave no one cares living in my car is the only way for awhile can not stand him I never get a thank you but verbally abused instead right know I'm in my car ready for bed can not take it this any more I'm not 16 but they have all ways treated me like a 16 year old I'm 46 they treat me like pure 💩.
What's changed since then? It's gotten worse now, hasn't it, if you are living in your car?
What's the next step after living in your car to reaching rock-bottom? Is it then that you will start taking the necessary steps to make things better? Your parents could go on for many years...is it your plan to stay the course until they are gone? Do you realize that YOU could well die before them? Stress kills...
Don’t return to your parents home. If you are concerned about them, contact their doctor and ask to speak to a social worker. Ask what is needed for them to receive care. Make sure you say that you are no longer available to be their caregiver.
Best wishes to you. Many hugs. I am so sorry that you are struggling with this.
Watching YouTube videos glamorizing living in one's car isn't real life. It becomes real when you need a shower or something as simple as a toilet. Or when it's freezing cold out and you can't warm up no matter what you do.
There ARE worse things than being picked on by your father, who's probably suffering from the beginnings of dementia.
If you don't want to be treated like a 16 year old, maybe it's time to stop acting like one.
Good luck to you.