I live in constant fear that he is going to pass away and do everything in my power to keep him well. I panic every time he says he has a pain or a sore breaks out on his legs or feet because he is a type 1 diabetic that has had several leg vascular surgeries and three heart attacks.
Nurse Ratched was a sadistic power tripper. And she never panicked because she didn't really even care abotu the well being of her patients. YOU just love your husband. Its hard to disregard little aches and pains when you are afraid someone is gonna die. But meticulous skin care and knowing when to call 911 for an actual MI in progress would be health and life saving, and hubby is lucky to have someone who cares enough to do it.