I need your ideas and advice on how to handle my father's death. I've been going back and forth on what to do - so would appreciate all comments to help my thinking.
My mother has dementia for the past 15 years, from a head injury she sustained. She is able to learn and remember some new things - like her new cat's names and my husband's name - whom she did not know before her injury. But it is hard to predict what she can remember.
Both of my parents have lived with my husband and myself for the last 9 years in Japan. Dad frequently traveled back to the US - to see his doctors and friends. During his last trip, he took ill and died. Since these trips to the US are fairly common, we've gotten into a routine of keeping Mom calm. So when she asks where Dad is - we typically tell her - Dad is shopping, or out walking or on the computer checking his email. Mom typically accepts these answer and then goes on with other things. We use the method of distracting her frequently, as if we told her Dad was in the US - then she gets angry that he did not take her.
So the advice I need - do I tell her about my father's death ? And more importantly, do I take her back to the US for the funeral ? She is 79 years old and prior to her injury, was quite the world traveler - very use to flying. However, I notice that since her dementia, she is stressed when put into environments that are not familiar to her. So I expect that flying will cause her some stress - even if my husgand and myself are with her.
I do feel it is best to tell her, as they were married for over 60 years and at some level, she should know. Since she can remember selective things - I am wondering if I should take her to the funeral - which will be at Arlington National Cemetry. I think this could be something she might remember. But then again - I have no way of knowing.
After the funeral, my curent thinking is to use the same strategy, that if she asks about Dad - meaning she does not remember he died - then we keep telling her he is out. That way - she doesn't have to re-live the grief.
Should I take her to the funeral ?
Should I tell her that he died ?
Many thanks for your comments.
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Your situation is much more complicated. It will be painful, but I think your mother has a right to know. She will be confused, and the trip will be hard on her, but she also has a right to be at his funeral if you can at all manage it. The funeral may make it more real to her, also.
I even struggled with telling Mom that Dad was going on hospice, but the hospice people wisely told me that she absolutely needed to know (I knew she would immediately think death). And they were right. It was hard, but sometimes we have to do tough things, and boy this is one of them.
You have a good heart and want to do the right thing. And there's no perfect answer. You are the one who knows your mom and the situation best. But my feeling is that she needs to be told (maybe repeatedly), and if possible, attend the funeral.
Carol
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I don't think your mother will remember that your dad has died. Traveling from Japan to the US may be more than she is capable of enduring at 79. I would check with her primary physician to see if she is able to fly. If you do decide to make the trip, inform the airlines of her age and condition so they can accomodate you getting on and off the plane and with seating. Arrange for a skycap to meet your flight so she won't have to walk long distances.
When my uncle died, his older brother kept asking where "Mama and Papa were and why weren't they at LeRoy's funeral." Of course, his parents had been dead for decades. I don't think your mother would be aware of why you are at the funeral and who the funeral is for. I would spare her this information.
Instead, I would get her some photos of your dad. If she doesn't have one, start a photobook that she can look at when she asks about him. Sometimes, ignorance is bliss and at this point in her life, I would let her have the bliss.
My condolences on the loss of your father.
Julie Q
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Sherry
I believe in telling the truth.
I also think that those with dementia most need their routines and travelling might not be a good thing.
My father was angry, after mom died. No one told him what happened. He had delirium at the time, and was quite wicked. He didn't remember anything. Your mom has a right to the truth!
Would it be an option for you to set up a small community memorial service for your dad there, after you get back from the funeral? Then your mom could get whatever she can out of the service, but be saved from the difficult trip.
In the future, though, there's no point in sending her into fresh grief whenever she asks about him. If you can get away without lying, it's best. When she asks where he is, sometimes you can put the question back on her: "It's 2:30, Mom. Where do you think Dad would be at 2:30?" or "Today is Monday. What day did Dad's bowling league meet?" Another strategy that can work at times is taking her question as an indicator that she's thinking about him and wants to talk about him. The "validation" response in this case would be to spend time asking her about him, drawing out whatever she's feeling/ thinking about him at that moment.
These are just some possible strategies. In the long run, you know your mom best, and there's not going to be any perfect answer that'll make this easy for you. Good luck!
~ Linda
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Here is what I have decided to do:
1. I will tell my mother tonight that Dad is gravely ill and is not expected to make it. I will observe how she reacts and then take my cues from that.
2. It is early evening now, so I will see how she is in the morning. If she remembers (probably not) or how she reacts a second time with the news. If she is consistent in her reaction - then I have a good idea of what direction to go in.
Will keep you posted on the progress.
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