Dad died Nov 2012. Since then, she has moved in with my husband and I in our home. She and Dad had an extremely co-dependent relationship. One would do nothing without the other. They had no outside interests, just lived attached to one another. Now, mother wants me to share that co-dependent life w/her. Since leaving home and marrying in 1968, I have become an independent person even though I love my husband. My husband and I have now been married 45 years and feel our relationship is normal. My husband is resenting my mother's constant pull on me. She wants to know where I am at all times even in the house. If I go to the store without her, she will pace the floor until I return. I guess she doesn't know how to live independent of another person and that person is now me. I am disabled having undergone 5 spinal surgeries in the last 8 years and am in constant excruciating pain. Physically, she is in better shape than I am. We used all our money on caregivers for my dad. She refused to put him in a nursing home (he had Alzheimers) and he died bedridden with 24/7 private paid help. So we have no funds to place her anywhere else. I don't think she would go anyhow. She had a fit when I casually mentioned it. The care she requires on a daily basis is meals, help dressing, and bathing. We have to watch her carefully on her walker as she is a high fall risk. How do I break the pattern of her constant smothering of me? So far, there have been times when she has been ridiculous about what I'm doing or where I am and I've had to get almost ugly with her to get her to let me have some of my life back. It is a constant battle and I feel caught in the middle. I love her and want to do what's right, but am totally frustrated with her, Thank you for any help you might give.
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If you like to read, Melody Beattie's books on co-dependency are fascinating and very helpful. No addiction is necessary to benefit. She helps people realize that they are as important as other people and that boundaries are healthy.
Good luck,
Carol
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She doesn't like it, but I am trying to stay firm. I have been the fixer upper since childhood, so I know how difficult this is to deal with. Getting her out of the house is the best thing if possible, and if you could get a counselor to meet with her and advocate for you, it would be even better. If she has any friends in the nursing home or still at home, taking her there to visit privately for a while would give you a bit of breathing room also. Good luck!