First let me thank all of you who have been writing back to answer my questions I cant express enough thank yous to let you know how much I appreciate people who understand me to talk with. Wanted to say I did have my scans done things are ok at moment hv to keep eye on some things but this is the unexpected as you no I take care of my mom for eleven yrrs why does God think IM so strong I say that cuz I feel I need to stop focusing on my feelings towards my dont no how they are so real nut reason is cuz phone call came in yesterday on my HUSBANDS SCAN AND HIS IS CANCEROUS WHICH MAKES ME SO SAD I WAS SO AFRAID THAT I WOULD NOT BE ABLE TO HAVE OR MAKE MY MARRIAGE BEFORE I WAS DONE WITH MOM BEFORE ONE OF IUS WERE SICK because ever since I got married I have always been involved with death from my family starting back with grandmother 6months later my dad twp years later my brother and then mom and all these yrs her illness has linger on and now Im facing what I have been afraid of, I know we arent promised a ROSE GARDEN buut Im sorry this is sososososos unfair and for me to handle wt the future id for my husband and mom along with her feeding tube cathler and dementia not even speaking onn bed ridden and tries to climb out of bed alot of times so if you pray plz keep me in prayer thank you so much
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Your prayers at this point may be a bit frantic, like you're screaming HELP!!! But the thing about prayer is that afterward we have to make ourselves still and quiet inside so we can hear the answer.
We all are infinitely strong because we can rely on the everlasting arms to support us. However, you don't sound as if you are able to tap that inner strength at this time. You seem to feel you have to do everything yourself.
How can you be rescued when you are gripping so tightly a dysfunctional way of life?
Q: Who said you have to do the impossible?
A: You did.
My enduring prayer for you is to let go and let God.