I try to make foods that appeal to her but she barely eats. She has ensure which she'll drink once or twice a day but has lost interest in everything. She's in chronic pain and has loss 80 % use of her arms from bilateral ruptured rotator cuffs. She also has multiple medical issues including stroke, severe arthritis, multiple joint replacements, depression and anxiety, She's 88 frail and weak and does not want extraordinary measures to sustain her life. I'm hoping she begins to eat and gets a little stronger but at her age I'm not sure what the odds are of that happening. Has anyone seen this happen to their loved ones? Not sure what to expect. Is this typically what happens when they give up? I'm getting some help with a caregiver 6 hrs. a week to help with bathing and hair as well and housework and general companionship all hoping she would cheer up but she hasn't. The VA will hopefullly provide more assistance as she's unable to dress herself, do her hair, cut her food etc. I've care for her for 12 years and watch the decline. We've has a challenging relationship our entire lives but it's killing me to see her this way and possibly see the beginning of the end. I know many things can be done to interrupt the natural process and increase life expectancy but under the circumstances, it's probably selfish of me to think this way. She's has a beautiful MIL apt., attached to our home and is lucky in many ways but I think she's just tired. She's losing ground and now maybe it's just whether she loses it quickly or slowly, based on what I recommend to her. So torn, so very torn. After all my complaining, frustration and fatigue, I'm not ready to lose her. How can caregiving be such an emotional roller coaster ride. My dad died 12 years ago, I'm an only child and my mom is all I have left of my past, which hasn't been all good but nevertheless, I'm having a hard time accepting this.
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Whenever someone is in chronic pain, they aren't going to be hungry, either. When I broke my shoulder, food was the last thing I wanted for a month and forcing myself to eat was no picnic. Try to get that pain under control, if possible, you might see a much happier person.
One of the Ensures has over 300 calories. You might make sure that's the one you're buying. You know, if she gets proper meds for her pain, you just may find she'll improve a bit. I'd make that goal #1.
Hang in there. It's a bumpy ride. And we're often sooo close, we don't see the forest for the trees, as they say.
Oh, give her tiny meals. Just a little. Sometimes a big plate of food is a turnoff. Like take the meat off a small chicken thigh, a big tablespoon of mashed potatoes. Gravy. That's it. Have grapes sitting by her. Finger foods. Ice cream. Make it all available in small amounts, but try not to force her. If her body is shutting down, that's the wrong thing to do.
Do you have anyone to help with her? I'd get as much outside help as possible, so you can spend more relaxed time with her, instead of the duties around her apt.
As JessieBell suggested, Hospice might be appropriate, though, I'm not familiar with their program. I've heard good things though.
How mobile is your mom? With all of her medical problems, I would try to some how give her more support in her moving around. I know we can't prevent falls, but I would try to safeguard if at all possible. (Check her apt for rugs, furniture, trouble areas, etc.) We had a family friend who was doing just like your mom recently. He wasn't eating, had gotten weak, fell and fractured his hip. He's now in the hospital and not doing well.
Best wishes to you and your mom.
We always hope they will pick up, and often they do. It can be like a roller coaster. But in the end we have to let them go so they can cross over. I like to think that when a loved one passes that they'll be waiting for us on the other side.