Where to find grief support?

It is hard when you have just had a loss like this, but probably you will have to make the call to get into a program. My mom's hospice invited people but not every place does that.

Some funeral homes have grief counseling.

You should do a search for groups or therapists in your area.

I'm very sorry you lost your son. I do hope you get into some counseling or a grief group in your local area to help you. Your local hospital might have more information about local groups, too.