My husband seems so mentally capable yet I feel like I am playing a waiting game. Am I alone in this and am I acting like a spoiled brat?

I’m sorry. I guess I was just feeling sorry for myself. I think I was complaining before. This is Candace, and I needed to vent before. My husband seems so mentally capable yet after 5 or 6 years, and I feel like I am playing a waiting game. The only thing I see is his nervous legs when he sits in his recliner and his very bad forgetfulness.