I have posted before and the help I received was fantastic. Now we are to a point where after having a stroke, mom needs more help. The AL folks are certain they can help her, with more care and of course more cost. I have no problem with that and welcome it. Staff turnover has been a problem a couple times, and one issue with a medication error. That person who made the mistake was dismissed immediately after the head nurse found the issue. Unfortunately, it may have contributed to the stroke. Anyway, things seem to have improved for the most part. Being an only child, it is difficult for me to take care of my mom's needs, my medical needs and that of my spouse. I have missed out on quite a bit of my grandchildren's activities too. My spouse and I were snowbirds. Now since we have stepped up the help mom gets in AL, we hope to be able to resume our snowbird activities at least to some extent, if our health will allow. She will not be getting better, dementia is way worse, and she needs help doing most everything and is incontent. Her facility is handling it. I feel guilty leaving town, trying to balance things and just wonder how long a person must suffer like she is. My children are local and willing to help if we leave. I feel guilty....it is hard for me to just leave. How do I stop beating myself up? I need a break too. But I feel selfish. Any advice is welcome.
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You found an appropriate level of care for mom?
Mom had a stroke?
You are no longer to provide mom care she needs?
That you want to do your snowbirds thing this year?
That you won't be able to visit mom while you snowbirds?
Don't. You have done what you can do and what is best for mom. You have done more than many are able to. You have responsible children that will help with grandma when necessary. Relax, enjoy snowbirding. You need to take care of you too.
My mom, post stroke, was in a Nursing Home for 4 1/2 years. She survived several bouts of pneumonia, UTIs and two falls.
During that time, my brothers and I each took many extended vacations.
Our thoughts were that we could not put our lives on hold because mom " might" get sick. We always brought travel insurance and agreed in advance that if mom died, we wait until everyone was able to be home for the funeral.
I also heeded the advice from an elderly friend who told me she missed much of her grandchildren's childhoods because was worried about and looking after her mother. She said in retrospect, she would have been better off getting more help and enjoying the children more.
I vote for taking some time to snowbird this year and let your kids pick up the visiting.