I asked for help for myself cause I have a lot of medical conditions. I'm not a caregiver. Any suggestions?

Cathee I'm so glad that you are still with us. I can't help you with your Medicaid questions cause I live in Canada but hopefully someone else can steer you in the right direction.

Please take care!

I'm under the care of a psychiatrist and mental health care and I take meds for that too.I have talked to my worker n I'm feeling better but I'm still overwhelmed with all these medical conditions n the severity of this pain.Im sorry for what I said about thinking about suicide but I was keeping it real with the way I was feeling.Thank you all for your help and I just wish I can find home health care that takes Medicaid.I do have Medicare but I don't make alot of money n Medicaid pays for my Medicare premiums.The last caregiver stoled my medicine.I put them in prison for 15yrs.I just have to pray n keep the faith.Once again thank you all for your feedback.Have a blessed Holiday.Thank you

Cathee, I hope you have already reached out to a suicide prevention hotline or even call 911 if you are really feeling scared. Please remember that how you are feeling now won't last. Please don't do anything rash.

Hi Cathee, 
We're happy you have found the support of others here in the forum, however, there are limits to what untrained members on our site can provide for you. 
Please reach out to experts for additional support and the help you need 24 hours a day at the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline: 
Call 1-800-273-8255

You need to seek out your local social service office. If you're really in a bad state call 911. Do you have a social worker or case manager who is looking after you?

1-800-273-8255
Suicide Hotline number
PLEASE CALL
Don't wait for other responses.
You can talk to someone and maybe the have resources that they can refer you to.