My mom was very controlling all my life. Emotionally abusive.
My dad passed October 1, he was a sweetheart, she was quite mean to him, especially when he was on Hospice. He was a buffer between us a lot of the time.
I had to move in with her several months ago because she can no be alone due to her dementia.
I've tried having caregivers during the day while I work and me taking care of her nights and weekends, but I can no longer do it.
She picks on me constantly, yells and is just miserable. My mental health is at stake and all the old feelings from my growing up years are surfacing.
I guess I’m looking for others who have placed a mean, controlling parent in a facility.
She is going to hate me. She tells me all the time how angry she is at me. I’ve made peace with that. I’m just worried about her combative behavior with the staff, last time she was hospitalized she shoved me, kicked and hit the staff. They ended up putting her in soft restraints for a while and had a patient sitter with her.
Wishing it was over, my daughter is going with me. We are telling her she is going to get evaluated for physical therapy to get her there.
TIA and hugs to all of you walking this road...
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You are doing the right thing. You are not responsible for who your mother was or who she is now. Sending hugs and good thoughts.
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We thought that she would be a nightmare to deal with, we are surprised, she is a pussycat, loving it there, making new friends, not alone 24/7.
Believe me, she won't hate you, she will get over it. Of coarse, like many, she will complain about everything and want to go home. She will do everything in her power to manipulate you to get what she wants. Set your boundaries, keep them in place, be firm with her.
She may needs some meds to calm her down, that is ok, my mother takes a small dose of Xanax everyday, it does help her. My mother is 94 and has been Hell On Wheels all of her life, I do understand.
Take care of you!
xanax has certainly been MY friend!!