I had to leave my home, job and partner in AZ to move in with my mom in Michigan. I'm becoming very resentful then guilty. She is 99 yo and in good health but her memory is bad. She fell and couldn't live alone any more. Both of my siblings died in the last year and really don't have any family to help out. I have a home care person come in when needed but my mom doesn't have the money for a lot of that. We tried Medicaid but her income is too high. I'm at my wits end and cry every day. I need suggestions.
Meanwhile, does your mom have traditional medicare? If so, see if her doctor will order HH to come in and assist her with her bath. A nurse will come in and assess her vitals weekly and the aid can usually come twice a week to help with the bath. It's not a lot of help but its better than none and medicare pays for it. You are visiting and she needs help is your story and stick with it.
You could also get physical therapy to help her get stronger.
Meals on Wheels might be available for her in her area.
You and mom have both been through a lot this past year. Try to take care of yourself as well. Its a huge adjustment for you. I remember when I had to spend time away from home and with my elders because they couldn't be left alone and it was very hard for me. Thankfully I haven't had to do too much of that, but it was and is a challenge when I have to. This time will pass. It all does. Do everything you can to cherish your life and time with mom. Walking saved my life. I walked each morning and it pumped me up for the day and made me sleep better at night. Talk on your phone while you walk and it will help the time pass quickly. When you first start just do 5 or 10 min if that is all you can do. Each day you will be stronger. If you are already a walker, add some yoga to keep you flexible. Challenge yourself to improve your life. I know it's hard. Come back and let us know how you are doing and what you are finding out. We want to know. Hugs
Would your mother be able to travel to AZ with you? Could your partner do some research on a suitable care center, and also contact a lawyer who specializes in Elder Law to determine if/how she might be eligible for Medicaid? Having your own life in AZ and also being able to visit her often and on short notice would certainly relive the crying every day, wouldn't it?