Told Dr she forgot 2 grankids. Gave her memory test. As former CNA she passed. Yelled at Dr & me for wks. We don't have POA. Daughter in other state does n doesn't care. MIL used to have me go into appts cause she couldn't remember what was said. I mentioned to Nurse in recent conversation MIL had totally forgot who 2 grankids were that were married into family 4 yrs ago & she lived with them. Dr gave her quick memory test which she passed. Used to be a CNA & gave those tests. Got home & she was furious! I had betrayed her, the Dr. Violated her privacy. She called them several times yelling at them. They finally told her she would have to find a different Dr. Things are getting worse. She does things & don't remember or denies them or says we did it. Mostly she takes it out on her son, my husband. We live with & care for her. She refuses to bathe, pick up after herself, change incontient garments when needed. But in middle of night hear her in kitchen cooking for self, doing her laundry etc. and find the messes the next morning. But when my husband is around she cannot do anything for herself. Finally got her to let bank pay her bills but then she goes shopping before they clear, spending hundreds on things not needed yet doesn't get things like the food she likes or her undergarments. She will then expect us to cover them but we get 4x less a month than she does and just don't have the money. Her daughter in another state has POA. We have burnt up the phone lines over this and she won't help or just doesn't care. Both my husband and I have serious health issues and are facing major surgery. This stress is making things a lot worse. We just don't know what to do. My Mom went through Dementia then Alzheimer but was already in healthcare when it happened. MIL is making extremely poor decisions including selling part of the family land which has resulted in the buyer now 'owning' all the land and MIL buying back her own home! Looking for answers and prayers. Don't want to see her go into care but we cannot keep this up any longer! Thanks
This probably rubs the wrong way. It sounds like abandoning MIL and you are definitely not the kind of person who abandons those in need. But in this case I wonder if what MIL needs is more than you can provide and she might be better off getting help from the system.
With your health issues and your husband's history, I think you will be doing VERY well to keep the two of you going. Someone else needs to be responsible for MIL.
BUT ... that means you need a place to live now.
If I were in your shoes (in fact, it is what I did in my own shoes) I would call your county's Social Services (or Human Services or whatever it is called in your state) and ask for a needs assessment for MIL. Find out what help MIL might be eligible for if you stepped out of the picture. The assessment specialist usually will know not only about county resources but how to apply for VA benefits, etc. While that person is there, ask about the possibility of subsidized housing for yourselves.
You state in your profile that your husband is expecting to get the house when MIL passes, but that there is a sister and a brother and no will. Here is a wake-up call: Without a will, the sister will get the insurance money (she is beneficiary) and the 3 children will split everything else. The house will not be your husband's. Furthermore, if MIL needs Medicaid (as she is likely to) they will have a claim on the house after she dies, and it is possible none of three kids will get anything.
So ... I feel bad for the disillusionment here. Hubby came home to a house he expected would be his someday, then his mother moved back into it, and he thought the two of you could take care of her. But she apparently has dementia and in any case is very uncooperative and taking care of her may be beyond what the two of you, with medical issues of your own, can do.
Please find help! I'd start with Social Services. Another option is Disability Helpline in your state. Do you have a disability case worker yet? If so, talk to that person. Your husband is a college student. Colleges have counseling services. I suggest he go in and talk about his situation and ask for suggestions. Keep reaching out until you find some resolution that will be good for MIL and for the two of you.
You are paying your own way? Probably not if hubs is a 46 year old college student and you are on disability. Probably not if you have "3 bio children & 5 'self adopted' kids, 8 bio grandchildren & 7 'self adopted' grandchildren." You expect her to remember all those 23 kids? Not many could.
I agree you and hubby should go ahead and have your surgery, and go to rehab after your surgery and get those adult kids to help YOU.
MIL and DIL should never live together, kitchen wars break out, because women are highly territorial.
What agencies or organizations have you checked with so far, in trying to get additional help?
I agree that MIL probably has dementia. Caregivers often know long before tests confirm their observations. Getting the diagnosis may not be the most important step right now. Getting some help for both of you sounds like a high priority.
It sounds like your husband is trying hard to turn his life around. Best of luck to all of you.
Sounds like your Mom has had tough life, especially since she was only 12 years old when you were born [unless the ages were typed incorrectly].