I feel as though I live in a very condensed time span compared to other people. It makes it hard to remember who I am close to. Someone I have been hanging out with for 2 weeks could easily feel the same as someone I've hung out with for years. My interests jump around so much because I can't remember why I was originally interested in it. I can watch old videos of my self. I see that it's me, but can not pull the memory of that instance out for the life of me. I have been able to live with it for while now convincing myself it's fine, it's whatever. Although, I think the time span I am living in is getting shorter and I'm not sure if this is a real problem or me just psyching myself out.
https://www.healthline.com/health/long-term-memory-loss
But, after you do a little research, I would definitely consult a medical professional. You deserve your memories!
I would think a doctor could help point you to a specialist to begin sorting this out.
So it's just long-term memory that seems to be affected? How old are you and do you have any sense of how long this has been happening? I'm wondering if asking a trusted friend or family member their impressions might be helpful. Or could you reach out to a doctor? It seems like a good idea to me to check this out.
I hope others have some thoughts for you.