I haven’t posted in a while cause my mom went to assisted living (she’s still in a temporary room her furniture has not been moved in). I found out that facility had failed to monitor her glucose and did not give Humalog with meals for about 6 weeks. I quickly got mom seen by her endocrinologist who wrote orders and to my knowledge facility is following them. Mom had to spend a couple nights with me in my home cause her doctor is in my area. When I got mom back to facility I learned that my sister in law had instructed them to file a police report against me due to miscommunication on the Director’s part about mom returning. My brother and his wife are slandering me to the health care providers. There is nothing I can do. My heart is broken. I may never see my mother again. But I can’t put myself in jeopardy with this vindictive over zealous control freak family of mine. I guess no good deed goes unpunished.
Stigma? From whom? I would not put up with BS like this from any human on the planet.
You can love your mother and not tolerate her bad behavior. You can send nice cards, cat videos and boxes of candy. You do not owe her your life.
It seems, based on your past posts, that your mother agrees with whomever is in the room and slanders each of you to the other.
This is what happens in dysfunctional families. There is no cure other than to let time heal these wounds after mom's passing.
That may or may not be possible, but I don't see any chance for an honest conversation right now if mom continues to stir the pot (which she may not realize she is doing).
In summary they don’t trust me. And I certainly don’t trust them given the bullying and emotional abuse they have heaped on me. I’ve talked about this in therapy and don’t get any clear support whether to just go completely NO contact with my mother so as to end this. People who are estranged from their mothers face a lot of stigma.
I feel like an unloved daughter. I will always be their (brothers) scapegoat -they learned it from mom.
But I still can’t help loving her.
If MOM wants you on the contact list, it should be easy to get that done. Unless of course what is actually happening is that mom is telling everyone a different story and stirring the pot, inadvertently or not.
I am so very sorry for the challenges you are dealing with. Sometimes it can be worked out. Sometimes not.
I don’t know the answer to this. I do want to offer support and sincerely hope that this will be resolved peacefully.