15 years ago, my mom had a massive stroke at 60yrs old leaving her paralyzed on one side. After 9 months in rehab, she went home where my father has cared for her. An aide came in about 2 days a week. Fast-forward to 2024...she had another stroke in June, went to rehab and the plan was for her to go back home and my dad would care for her. After 3 days at home, my dad realized he could no longer do it. She's incontinent and can no longer help move herself in the bed, etc. My dad is 78 and she needs to have two people move her to change her, change sheets, bathe, etc. All of us decided it was best to move her to a SNF. However, 2 months into this my mom continues to cry, state she's signing herself out, says she was forced to go there, and states she wants to die. She doesn't want to wake up, and even stated that maybe she'd roll out of bed, hit her head and be dead. She said she will refuse going to the hospital due to any infection, dehydration, etc. She is on 2 types of meds for anxiety and depression, but we feel she needs a psych evaluation. The nursing home's communication is terrible, we've had issues with aides, called the police against one for abuse, etc. We don't know what to do anymore. They gave her a dose of Ativan, but said it can't be used for long-term. There are no other options locally to move her with "better care". All she wants is to go home, but my dad can't care for her anymore. Her needs are too high. We all feel terrible. We don't have the funds for private pay. I still work full-time and have a special needs child myself. Thoughts? Suggestions?? We feel is 100% depressed. This stroke was in the frontal lobe where all decision making occurs, emotions, etc. She used to be the MOST positive person and always felt someone else was worst off than her....that "mom" is now gone. :(
