Me and my other 2 siblings take turns staying the night with our 95 year old mother. She is for the most part health especially for her age. About 3 years ago she was on a trip out of town with 2 of her daughters and fell and broke her hip. She has recovered from that however she has made it clear she wants to continue to live at her home and expects her children (ages mid 70’s) to take turns staying with her at night. This has been going on for about 3 years now and is becoming exhausting. There is usually something going on healthwise with one of us that makes the other siblings have to do more nights. Sometimes 5 in a row. I know we are all getting burnt out but no one will suggest seeking help to give us a break. It is really putting a toll on my mental and physical health. Is it normal for families to continue to do this? Is it wrong for me to feel like when am I suppose to be able to sit back and enjoy my retirement days before I were to need assisted help? There is a lot of tension between the sibling especially when now they have started to require each of us to pay for her lawn care and taxes on her house. Don’t get me wrong i love my mother but I am also getting burnt out. What can I suggest to my siblings without coming across the wrong way… mind you my mother stays at home usually by herself during the days just feels safe having someone at the house at night. This just doesn’t seem fair to me or my siblings home life. And of course you have the one sibling who wants to be in charge with all financial needs and house duties and doesn’t take it well when talked back to. You know the bully of the family.
Wait, I just read you were paying your mom's bills. Holy cow...stop that right now. If she can't afford her lifestyle then she needs to change, not you. You and your siblings need to have a come to Jesus discussion with your mom. What happens when you deplete your funds taking care of mom? Who are you expecting will then take care of you?
Yes you are entitled to a decent retirement full of doing what you want to do. Please have a discussion with your siblings and find a way to go back to being your mom's children and not a caregiver.
I suggest all three of you sit down with her and tell her this isn’t working anymore. Then all of you can figure out the next step.
That's a bunch of nonsense, truthfully. A loving parent would not expect her 70-something year old children to spend every night with her in her home and pay her maintenance expenses, unless she had advanced dementia.
It's time for a sit down meeting between you siblings to discuss the next steps for mother's care & management, which does NOT include spending ANY MORE nights at her home. If your siblings disagree, then THEY can spend 7 nights a week at her place b/c you officially resign your post as of now.
That's my suggestion. There is in-home help to hire, or Assisted Living to go into once that big house is sold to finance her life in AL. She can't afford to live in that home anymore, and you all can't afford to die young pandering to her unreasonable desire to.
Best of luck.
Also look into possible sources of funding, Medicaid, medicare, spouse of vet, etc.
The truth is that our answers to those questions don't matter. What matters is that you have attempted together to work on this for a long long time. We ALL have limitations.
You just met YOURS. Limitations, that is. You have felt all the strain, all the worry, all the WANTING what is rightfully yours ( quality time in these years when you can STILL ENJOY IT).
I understand you love your Mom. You and your siblings have proven THAT certainly, right? She is 95. She has thrived under your care.
BUT, you are reaching the limits of what you can do and still have a life of your own. You have a right to that life. Your Mom has HAD HER LIFE, and indeed a good DEAL of it in years. And she has had an enormous helping of love.
It would be my hope that your Mom were capable of looking, of thinking, and of seeing all of this, and would say to you three what is the TRUTH. "I don't want to leave my home. I don't want to go into care. BUT I cannot conscience doing what I am now doing to you. You have been wonderful. I can't say I won't weep and mourn what losses I have had, but old age is a time of loss. Guess if I am gonna keep living I should let you have some lives of your own, as well. Let's look into placement options."
OK. There. That's said. But SHE didn't say it, and likely she won't. She will figure she is likely to go any day now, and surely you kids are fine with how it is going, because you haven't told her you are NOT fine with it. And therein lies the problem. You haven't been honest with one another or with Mom, and you need to be.
You feel you will be the bad guy? Fine. Then own that, as another responder on AgingCare recently said. OWN IT. Tell your siblings first: "Sorry guys. I not only CANNOT, but I WILL NOT go on any longer. I need to preserve my own health. I am worrying about my health. I need to travel a bit now while I am well and can do it. I need my time to myself. I can't know how you all feel, but this is where I am. I can't go on. I feel we need to speak to Mom. We KNOW what she WANTS. But the fact is that life isn't about what we "want" because for me, this isn't what I want, what I need. I need to be out now. We need to decide, will you two wish to go on alone without me? Or are we united in knowing it is now time to tell Mom that she needs to go into care."
Then it is the harder issue still of speaking with Mom. People expect of us what we DO. They think we do it willingly and because we want to because we don't complain. You will be giving her a shock. She will mourn. Perhaps cry. Perhaps rage. Is all of this loss we experience in life, in aging, not worth mourning? Let her mourn it and cry with her.
And then get on with the third hard step of helping Mom with assets, with where she can get quality care. She may surprise you by loving it. She may not.
So there's my advice. Chew on it a while. Discuss with family and friends outside the circle of care.
Only you can make this choice. My best out to you; kudos for all you have done. I hope you'll update us.
ALL get to have a say. Be listened to - without judgement or being bullied.
Everyone gets to say how much they can offer in terms of time, physical assistance etc. It does NOT need to match.
You are all adults with separate lives, families, health issues & temperaments. Therefore what you offer on terms of help for Mom will differ.
Regarding Mom's request (reads like a demand imho)...
"she has made it clear she wants to continue to live at her home and expects her children (ages mid 70’s) to take turns staying with her at night".
Frankly my Dear, the answer to that is NO.
Reason being your adult children (seniors themselves!!) are not you servants-on-call.
Now Mom won't LIKE that. So be it. High time she adjusted to life after a hip replacement. That means ACCEPTING help. Family help & NON-family help.
What family have done here is given a wonderful lavish expensive gift of 3 years!!!!
That gift has now been spent.
Get that family meeting happening!
There's nothing like Momma to make everyone fall in line like kids again, but it doesn't have to be like that. You won't change her, so you have to change you.
If she stays by herself 7 days a week during the day requiring you all to spend the night is ridiculous particularly if she does not have a health situation. I would tell your siblings due to your own health situation you can no longer overnight at the house.
You have to take care of your own health first.
It is unreasonable and unsustainable for you all to be paying mom's expenses and staying overnight, unless you all are independently wealthy.
Have a meeting, vitual or otherwise with the siblings and state simply that you can no longer contribute money or time to propping up mom. It's time for mom to pay her own way and for a new plan tto be developed that works for all of you. Just because mom " indicates" "prefers" that she stay in her home does not obligate you to make that happen. Caregiving has to work for both parties.
That being said, I recently spoke to an old friend whose MIL just passed away. She had 5 kids; she lived alone in subsidized housing and was suffering from dementia. Those 5 kids, their spouses and some of the grandkids developed a rota to make sure the elder was not alone in the evening or overnight. I don't think she expected that or demanded it, but they were able to make it work, in part because there were a lot of them, they are in their 60s and because the situation lasted less than a year.
3 years is too long an imposition.