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I realize that this is a trivial caregiver issue. But as a caregiver, I've been getting a bit sad lately that I can't ever wear my nicer clothes at home because they'll inevitably get stained and ruined fast. I'm not talking about designer clothing, sometimes I just want to look presentable to myself. Sometimes I want to feel uplifted and wear something pretty at home. But wearing jeans and sweats and T-shirts and and tennis shoes seems to have become my daily drab uniform. I'm so tired of looking as run down as I feel.



Besides the usual caregiver self-care routine of enough sleep, good nutrition, exercise, occasional outings for fun - how do you manage to look okay to yourself while you're actively caregiving? Is it even possible?



Should I lower my expectations about this, too?



Thanks in advance for your thoughts about this.

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I am looking forward to my vacation in October. I feel like I've been through the wringer this year with the loss of my mother, dealing with my dysfunctional family, dealing with my parents' house and my friend's terminal cancer diagnosis. It all just sucks. I feel like I aged ten years.
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When my DH helps with laundry , he says 1/2 the time he can’t figure out what gets put away in my pjs drawer and what are my clothes .

In my defense , I like to be comfy when I know I will be home all day . I do have designated comfy clothes that are not pjs ! He just can’t tell the difference for some reason .
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I am not stepford wife or pjs person. Although I love comfort, tunics etc.
I have developed my own personal style which is best described as boho meets french girl style.
And changed my hair, a little more highlights, kept it longer.
I feel good, lots of compliments along with criticism of some, how dare I care about myself while my husband is so sick?
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@Beatty,
I hear you about the ‘ sleep comfort’. DH says that 1/2 the time he can’t tell if I’m wearing Pjs or clothes when I’m home .
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Just got a dinner invite for tonight. Was aleady in pjs (@ 5pm)...
Pjs vs make an effort 🤔

I have compromised haha & found the most comfy sloppy pants, yet black, sloppy top but nice pretty scarf. Slip-on shoes.

I am very tempted to stay in but life is short. Why not celebrate someone's birthday when you can!

(My vibe is less 'smart casual' - more 'sleep comfort').
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@ Jenny10,

apologies for my cranky reply to you (but to clarify I have no intention of dressing as a Stepford wife).
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@jenny10

C'mon, puuleeze stop with the "just wear prettier clothes and make-up" stuff.

Enough already with that BS
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geta work uniform (old clothes) and do the hard messier tasks then change. a trip to hairdressers and even a new colour wash in your hair can make even the drab of clothes come alive and a little make up. I go for the natural look - so the makeup is for older skin and luminous...or tinted moisturiser. My sister dresses up daily and even doing heavy work still ends up looking elegant. It can be done. Maybe an old top over your clothes - working rubber gloves - designate an old pair of shoes or slippers for cleaning. if my sister can do it - we all can. Think 'i'm worth it' and look after yourself as good as you look after others. YOU DO deserve it so go for it.
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Anxietynacy,

I didn't think Fibromyalgia was a real disease either! I was totally skeptical when my neurologist diagnosed me with this. I thought I just had extreme caregiver burnout and I made the appointment to request a more effective medication for my migraines.

So when he examined me and said it's Fibromyalgia I said "Whaaaa??" He gave me some prescriptions and I thought WTH I'll try them....lo and behold they are helping me So Much.

I also got a book recently written by doctors at the Mayo Clinic specifically about Fibromyalgia- they've got real "cred" as far as I'm concerned. So yeah, it's a real medical condition but not a disease, per se.

It sounds like your brother won't even consider Fibromyalgia - but if his symptoms worsen he may become more open to seeing a Neurologist who could possibly help him (?).....
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anxietynacy,

Maybe suggest to your brother that he schedule an appointment with either a neurologist or a rheumatologist. According to the Mayo Clinic, doctors with these specific specialties are the very best at diagnosing Fibromyalgia, which is difficult to diagnose. They can also rule out other possible conditions. They are also the most experienced at treating Fibromyalgia.

The only downside is that your brother may have to wait months to see a specialist. The earliest appointment I was able make with my neurologist was six months in the future. But the wait was worth it.

Very sorry to hear about your brother's long covid and I hope he recovers soon.
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Thanks Anxietynacy,
Your comments are appreciated. My neurologist prescribed several medications that are already helping me tremendously for the migraines, and for the muscle pain and exhaustion. He also recommended an over the counter supplement that helps me sleep better. I'm waking up in the mornings and feeling so much better! Yay.
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Hey there fellow burned out caregivers!

My update:

So hello fellow exhausted and depressed caregivers who need respite but can't arrange it. You'all warned me that my health would suffer without respite - and it has.

Just thought I'd mention that what I thought was just extreme caregiver burnout was recently diagnosed by a neurologist as Fibromyalgia - which I hadn't even realized is a bona fide medical thing. The cause of Fibromyalgia isn't exactly known, but stress and lack of sleep and depression are considered to be factors to cause it. Luckily, Fibromyalgia isn't a deadly disease, but once it starts it's a chronic condition that can flare up from lack of sleep and stress.
So in case you are wondering if you might have Fibromyalgia here are the most common symptoms:
-extreme fatigue that doesn't go away
-trouble sleeping
-pain in muscles and joints that moves around
-brain fog
-headaches/migraines
More associated symptoms:
-depression
-IBS - problems with gut function
-women get it more often than men
-excessive heavy lifting and/or physical activity

It's possible to have Fibromyalgia and caregiver burnout at the same time. :-)
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Alva,
Someone needs to hold the line on answering to AI.
Your list of questions look a lot like AI questions.
"What will happen to my loved one"
"What will the end look like"
"When will the end come"
These questions differ greatly from a real person wanting a real connection.
It is a waste of our time and experience.

We know you.
We need to hear from real persons, known to the posters on the forum.

If you need to cut back, do that, yes!

If someone cannot be an 'expert' at avoiding a fake AI poster, go by your gut and your experience. No need to identify or discuss the intruder, just ignore.

By the time I post this, AI will have edited my post.

Please stay with us, only as long as you are able.
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I think that anxiety is one of the worst things about caregiving, even when it isn't hands on. I have been gone on vacation and am finding I was quite relieved to be away from AC (and most other social media). I am wondering if I do not need to cut way down as in cutting out some things.
To be honest, the questions we get here are questions that, for the most part have no answers.
"What will happen to my loved one"
"What will the end look like"
"When will the end come"
"I am so exhausted and have no help"
and it goes on in a like manner--I find a 100 different ways to say "You cannot know" and "Not everything can be fixed".
I understand that caregivers live in an almost perpetual anxious state waiting for the next shoe to drop and trying to preplan what to do about that shoe when it does.
Honestly I am about at the end of trying to have any answers at all. There just seems not to be any other than "You didn't break it. It isn't fixable. And you can't do a thing about it."
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I avoid any kind of reflective items so I don't catch a glimpse of myself. Last time I did, I was amazed at how much I had aged, That was a few weeks ago. I've been running around since Mom's stroke 5 months ago and have had her almost permanently at my house for 2. Only 2 months! This. is . exhausting.
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Pjdela, thoses dresses sound adorable! And practicial too! Pockets are the world's best invention. It should be spring here soon - time for some prettiness!
🌸🌼🌻
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I feel the same way, I sure don't know how people do this for a living...
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Well, I do look older and feel like I am 80 some days instead of 67 due to the last few years of major stress, but one thing I like to do that makes me feel a little more spiffy is to sometimes wear a dress around the house with some comfy sandals.
I found some A-line shift dresses (cotton knit with POCKETS sewn in the side seams) on sale with a catalog order company. They were inexpensive enough that I ordered several in a variety of prints and colors. They are machine wash and dry. The prints help hide stains so I don't worry about getting them dirty and ruining them working around the house. They feel cooler in this hot weather and are very comfy.
I feel less haglike and more girlie when I put on one of those, add some tinted moisturizer to my face, a dab of lip gloss and a spritz of rosewater from a local healthfood store. I put my comfortable but cute sandals on and I feel fresh, feminine and it gives me a boost. Not much effort involved, but makes a big difference in how I feel.
Buying an inexpensive face mask at the drug store, or hair mask and taking a few extra minutes to do once in a while before my shower when I have the time helps me feel a little pampered, too, and makes a small improvement. I opted for a simple easy care haircut , so it looks okay without much time or fussing involved. My hair is collarbone length so I have a few pretty clips to put it back or up somedays. Leave in conditioner helps cut out a step in the shower and helps the appearance of my hair.
I suppose I have lowered my expectations somewhat. It is a different stage of life with different demands. We just have to do the best we can with different priorities. I am more focused now on how something makes me FEEL rather than how I LOOK. A cooling rose spray, or a dab of lavender oil or jasmine makes me feel pretty and lifts my spirits, so then the resulting smile makes me look better, too! (((Hugs)))
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Went to a doc appt ...wow I thought, I almost look nice again! I wear aprons at home a lot while caregiving my mom but yes, I'm tired of the super sloppy look. That's just not me. I still try to fit in a little makeup when the nurses come by, very minimal, hair neat, earring studs, stand tall don't slump. I haven't dropped my standards because it feels defeatist.
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My daughter has the most beautifully shaped dark brows naturally. I however, have lopsided mostly invisable whitish ones. Always have had. I have a decent pencil (also ordered a new one) but as a treat I would get them done professionally for summer - but risky, as a new stylist had to understand my pourus hair -
Been left looking like Groucho Marx a few times 😩

My daughter taught me to shape better via youtube videos & to dye them myself using men's beard dye. 5mins on & wash off & the one box lasts like a year. So much cheaper! Yes, time for a brow re-do tomorrow. Thankyou ladies!! I am feeling refreshed already!
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For us older gals , I read that if you color/fill in your “ fading” or invisible eyebrows that it makes a big difference in making you look less , tired and old.

I tried just a little and it did help . I never used eyebrow pencil before . I tried a few times to practice before using it for my son’s wedding . I’m glad I did , it looked very natural in the photos. I looked less tired and haggard than photos without any makeup . All I used was a light foundation , alittle mascara and alittle eyebrow pencil . I might have used alittle blush too , and slight lip color. But I think having visible eyebrows in the photos is what really helped the most.
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Beatty, I've worked for some Snakes as well.

I've had my makeup done at make up counters in the past and I've always come home and washed it off immediately. I wear very little makeup and they always layer different colors on different areas of my face. I guess it's called contouring.
Not for me!

I'll just keep dabbing my blush on. Lightly.

I hope your eyeliner and lip crayon perk you up. :)
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Gershun, LOL.

Blush.. oh.. I once bought this gorgeous cream blush. Strongly pigmented so just need a VERY little dab & then rub in it well...

I went to work one time, rushed in past my boss (an old boss I call The Snake) & heard her snicker. Yep. I had forgot to blend it 😪

I hate it too when the colour looks great IN THE STORE but like a clown or Barbie later..
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I'm sure it will Beatty. :)

Then maybe everyone will say "Maybe she's born with it, maybe it's Maybelline."

I bought some blush the other day thinking the same. Instead I resembled a clown.

But hey, hope in a bottle..........or a eyeliner lip crayon. Can't fault one for trying.
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I am hoping the new eyeliner & lip crayon I ordered online is going to take me from tired carewarn face to Wow, what have you done? You look so fresh & fabulous!

Oh & maybe reduce a few straggly grey hairs & lose a kilo...

Do you think my hopes are reasonable?
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Thanks for all your replies - please keep them coming! There's alot of hard won wisdom in all these replies and the witty postings really made me laugh, too. Much appreciated and very helpful. It's good to know I'm not alone experiencing this lower priority aspect of caregiving.

Sincerely,
LostinPlace
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There‘s not much to look forward to as a caregiver. It’s Groundhogs Day of watching your life pass you by
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I have noticed more dressy clothes in Kohl’s . Don’t have anywhere to wear it though . Men don’t wear suits much anymore either . I remember my DH wore a suit to work everyday early in our marriage . Now he wears jeans unless he has an important meeting or he’s presenting. But even then , no suit anymore. Slacks and a dress shirt , maybe a tie and blazer .
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I go to church to wear the clothes I would like to wear more often but the activity of the day doesn't warrant that. Then I come home and change into sweats (usually after a trip to Costco where I am still wearing my church clothes).

At Costco I notice others not dressed that nicely although recently there was a mother there with her two sons and husband and she was beautifully dressed so there are exceptions.
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Get a care agency to do a couple of hours on a Monday once a month and then book an hour's massage at your local spa or health centre, a full body massage with citrus aromatherapy oils to uplift. It may be your local Care Community will fund it, or your council. Mine did. You will feel two feet taller, relaxed and able to face the rest of the day. You will also feel more positive and therefore able to address things for you like diet. My local health centre had a vegetarian cafe that treating myself to delicious homemade brunch after the massage made me change my eating habits generally. The knock on effect will be your appearance. You will feel and look more radiant. You will walk taller. Just a couple of hours to do this will make a difference. And yes, then it is back to the seemingly endless task of caring... but it will help. Just my experience.
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