Thankyou everyone, it's very helpful to hear from people that have experienced, similar conditions, I am really trying and have been trying but all the process to get help takes so long, I just need a couple weeks away with, no worries and hearing my name called every 10 minutes, I hope i can find someone to step in for abit, but family and friends is not an option with the carw they need, so I have to rely on government services, I thank you all so much, and I will try take it 1 day at a time, but if I start to feel way to overwhelmed, I will definitely take your advice and call 000 to get an ambulance and be admitted for some help, with everything, to all who replied you are a God send and I can't thankyou all enough, it's good to know people truly care, even for someone they don't even know, it really does give me hope for a brighter future.
You can no longer do this. Both parents need to be placed. We also have Adult Protection services here. If you have anything similar, call them. This is serious and you need to find help.