DH had good cognition when he went into MC so I wanted him to keep his cell phone. Now he's really slipping and becoming more aggressive and angry about breaking out of there and coming home. He threatens to call the cops, call a lawyer, stop payment on the facility payments, etc. I've blocked him, but he leaves horrible voicemails. It's becoming so stressful and I think it's time to "lose" the phone. Any suggestions? If I cancel his account and he thinks the phone is broken, he'll just bug me incessantly until I have it repaired/ replaced. I can't think of a scenario wherein he'll not drive me crazy about getting a new phone. If the facility takes it away he'll take his anger out on them, and so far, that's a bridge he hasn't crossed. Any ideas that have worked for others?
That's what my kids have always done anyway, and I've never even left a cross word.
She just never asked about it again.
Prior to that, she would fixate on it, and make up stories about how she would try me, but I didn’t answer, which was not true.
For my mother, out of sight meant out of mind.
Also, if he isn't already on medication to address his aggitation, it may be time to consider this. If he is on something, seems like it needs to be adjusted or changed. His disease makes it impossible for him to bring himself to a calm state without help. Medication would be merciful.
The best thing to do, really, is to visit less frequently while he adjusts to life in the MC. If he's acting out and being awful to you when you do visit, you're just making yourself miserable by going. Let him know you're happy TO visit, but you'll not stay if he's going to act out. You'll come back at another time when he's in a better mood. That's what I did with my mother who lived in MC and you'd be surprised; she caught on rather quickly that I would not stand for her abusive behavior towards me; that I did nothing to deserve it. So cut it out, mother, or I am LEAVING. Same thing on the phone: play nice or I'm hanging up.
As far as the phone goes; my mother had a landline in her room at the MC. She had a lot of difficulty with it toward the end; the last year of her life was one thing after another with that phone. But I couldn't bring myself to take it away from her; that would cut off her only contact with the outside world. But I could control when I answered MY phone and which voicemails I listened to. I knew the MC would call me if there was a problem to report, too.
I think you need to set down some rules for yourself moving forward. Let DH know that you love him, but that you can't live with the stress he's causing you to THIS degree, so cool it. Then take whatever steps YOU need to take to stop him from getting through to you.
Good luck!