Lately, my husband has been quite persistent in trying to get me to bring him home for a "brief visit" as he described it. First, it was to go through his CDs and DVDs to pick-n-choose the ones he wants to bring back to MCF. Then it was to help me clean the bathrooms and floors in the house because I hate to do house cleaning. Then it was to take him to see his dentist and that we can then just stop by the house. I know these are his sly ways of trying to get back into the house. Once in, he won't go back out and return to the MCF.
I kept saying no, tried to deflect and redirect. But he kept coming back to why? I didn't want to say the obvious which is the fear of triggers and a relapse cuz that in of itself might trigger a relapse. Today, I finally said I don't want to discuss this any further because it's making me upset. He reluctantly let go, saying that he didn't want my blood pressure to go up.
I know I need to stay resolute but I so very much dread the next time he brings it up. So sad for the life we have to live through right now.
I feel for you because it's sad when someone you love gets dementia and has to be put into care. You know you cannot let him come home
If he continues then fall back on the "this is making me ill", get dizzy if you have to and ask the caregivers to take your blood pressure. If he reacts to upsetting you then, sadly, that's what you have to use.
This is all so individual and it comes down to "whatever works" and do know it may progress to the point where nothing works. At that point he will have to get that when this particular subject is broached you leave.
I'm so sorry. Has to be heartbreaking for you both.
Make sure that his doctor will not agree to not allowing him to return home for a visit.
I would also talk to the doctor about antianxiety medication for him.
After you leave does he remain upset about not going for a visit?
And does he talk to the staff about going home for a visit? If so they should also tell him that this is something that has to be discussed with the doctor.
How often do you visit? and for how long? If you are visiting often maybe drop a day and if you are there for a long time make the visit shorter.
I would also make sure he is involved with an activity before you leave. Either a meal or snack or a game maybe a movie. this will get his mind off you leaving and onto something else.
Bringing him home for a "brief visit" will only make things worse for you both, so next time he says he wants to go through his CD's and DVD's, tell him that you'll bring them to him next time you come. And when he offers to come clean the bathrooms tell him you've hired a cleaning lady to do that(even if you have to lie).
You must use now whatever little "fiblets" that will work to keep you both calm.
Dementia sucks, no ifs ands or buts, and we all do the very best we can under the circumstances, and you're doing a great job.
I wish you the very best as you walk this very difficult journey with your husband.
And remember...this too shall pass.
God bless you.